Weeping Choirs (feat. idkxanz)

All the choirs singing but to me it sounds like weeping I've been junkie dreaming lately, looking for a reason Just tryna find the meaning, every night I've been meeting with my demons They keep me up at night Baby I ain't been sleeping, creeping Why they always creeping in the corner Bitch I'm a disaster, there's no chaos without order Bearer of bad news, these burdens turn me to a porter Breaking down a Xanny, pop a full then pop a quarter Oh my God, she get on my nerves Oh my God, had to kick her to the curb I've been living in the dirt On my own, I'll make it work Yeah On my own, I'll make it work Ice wrist cold heart, baby it's a perk I'm Ruin from the darkness, way back then I was the worst Now these bitches put me first, lemme rest in my hearse Shawty talking shit, but she still threw it back I'm counting all this cash, yeah I'm looking like a stash I'm ruin up from the darkness, way back then I was the worst Now these bitches put me first None these bitches put me first I been put through the worst Crash the fucking hearse, burn my soul til I disperse Living life too fast, honestly I hope I crash Before you go again, baby girl, please hold my hand I could be your man, you could be my biggest fan Sinking in the sand, yellow pills and blue bands I don't wanna wake up, pop a flat then pop a half Sleeping in the mud, I woke up and took a Xan On her knees until she weak disastr make it hard to stand Choke that hoe she can't speak she got disastr with both hands Tat my name on your face just so she could rep the brand Do it for my grandma i just made a couple grand They tried to say i couldn't make it showed em that I can In n out of sticky places bitch i made it out the jam Green and white pills make me feel like sam I am Tears turn into blood cry until I fucking can't Call my name 3 times whenever you are feeling sad All the choirs singing but to me it sounds like weeping I've been junkie dreaming Lately looking for a reason Just tryna find the meaning, every night I've been meeting With my demons They keep me up at night, baby I aint been sleeping, creeping Why they always creeping in the corner Bitch I'm a disaster, there's no chaos without order Bearer of Bad news, these burdens turn me to a porter Breaking down a Xanny, pop a full then pop a quarter Pop a full then pop a quarter Quarter