Ease the Pain (feat. Sarah)

I can't rest I'm always vibrant I came to speak my mind so can we Talk about it I'm so sick of being silent I'm trying They say your future brighter than some diamonds So I'm taking off above the clouds but I ain't no pilot They always quick to spill ya secrets So I keep it private That's a no-no 'round here Gotta keep it silent. Kno the truth It be ya own homies that gon envy you Look at ya on top and they jealous so they gon eat you food Know I'm still dreaming believe it They told be closer to God but I've been Speaking with the demons Ain't nobody helped when I was going off the deep end Ain't nobody care till I start eating Nowadays I'm just doin what I can do Music helps me cope with all the stress that I've been thru Everybody hot until that shit gon the fan tho Said i make no sense but you don't really understand tho Why everything so complicated Sometimes I just look at the stars They always tell me that it'll be ok I just hope it goes away They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain You said you love you know That's a lie You don't understand what I feel Inside I can't go back the dirt unless I'm buried In a hearse that's where I'm carried But until then you kno ima ride Neva cry for the fam kno ima provide I pour some liquor for my brothers who up in the sky Can rarely keep a smile on my face I really tried But it's tough to smile while these haters wanna steal ya shine They ease the pain Or that shit won't go away They don't wanna see the picture Unless they in the frame tho Heard they wanna end me so I'm working on my aim bro You gon think I'm tweaking But you'll speak the same shit When they suck ya pockets like leaches Swear that shit gon leave ya speechless That's why I gotta vent I just might lose my sense Come ease the pain this shits a mess Why everything so complicated Sometimes I just look at the stars They always tell me that it'll be ok I just hope it goes away They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain I don't wanna feel the same They told me to ease the pain Woah-o-o I might lose my cool I might go insane Even though they told me That It will be okay I just need a shoulder All this weight it feels like a boulder Ima lose my cool I'm about to lose my mind Always tryna throw the shade When they see you shine But I can't walk so hopeless I need to stay focus Just wake up n smell the roses You think I ain't noticed I need to stay focus Just wake up n smell the roses Why everything so complicated Sometimes I just look at the stars They always tell me that it'll be ok I just hope it goes away They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain They told me to ease the pain