The Bottom

Had to go and put my soul in this Put my whole fucking soul in this You got tomorrow It's Crazy, I been surviving in modern times Influenced by dollar signs Money really do bring happiness that's the bottom line Set up a future for your loved ones when you dead and gone So they don't even have to flinch when all them bills withdrawn I need my bank account, higher than my stakes amount And I got great chances, how the f*ck you think I made it out A gritty city where they never scared to go and take you out Just like some garbage, please do not get me started World filled with darkness Nah I ain't blindfolded nigga Feel my soul departed But I ain't harping on it nigga I've been belittled finding out life's riddles so constantly Had to be the man of the household, so obviously I was oblivious to some silly shit that haunted me Until this day I still stay awake when demons talk to me Shit We all got battles of our own Hard to win that war when you ain't sitting up on the throne These elaborate schemes I be jotting Hopefully they help some people that be stuck in they problems You got tomorrow, don't bottle up all your sorrow The only way is up when you been sitting at the bottom We been sitting at the bottom But the only way is up we can't be living at the bottom We can make it from the bottom, forreal So I be Knee deep in thoughts like "What the f*ck is he thinking?" People asking "What the f*ck you be drinking to write your shit bro?" I say nothing then we discuss it, but they be frontin' So I feel I miss the target like Shaq up at the free throw And them points can make a difference Between a boy and man A young nigga with a plan Struggling with his surroundings so he tuck heat when he can And the older niggas tell him shoot and pray that it don't jam So he be squeezing For some shit he really don't believe in He wanna make 'em proud because his pops is always leaving That's his weakness He need a real man he can look up too He turnt to you for guidance, but you basically said f*ck you Now it's back to bottom barrel of society Another day stricken with gang life and poverty But you can make it little nigga, know it's hard my G In all honesty, you brighter than what all our eyes can see These elaborate schemes I be jotting Hopefully they help you nigga when you stuck in your problems You got tomorrow, be a leader never follow The only way is up when you been chilling at the bottom Shit I've been down at the bottom But the only way is up, we can't stay chilling at the bottom We gonna make it from the bottom nigga Together, let's go Free your mind Relief some stress Ain't gonna be a piece of cake, understand life is chess You play your best when you under pressure Too clever Have your opponent scratching his head like what you gone do next And always leave 'em guessing nigga, too avoid death for niggas Like me and you tryna to squeeze through the crevice I'm with you by any means necessary Like minded individuals is very scary My plans may vary I ain't waiting my turn I'll take what I earned, like you owe me bitch Add fuel to the burn, explode when I'm heard, grand opening Live and we learn through this and the third provoking shit I kicked to the curb when I was immersed, now hold a spliff And let your mind drift, lost but you gone find it We only got a little bit further, just keep climbing Don't give up on yourself, you gone regret it Sincerely me to you, I pray that you get this message, damn These elaborate schemes I be jotting Hopefully they help some people that be stuck in they problems You got tomorrow, understand your time is borrowed But one thing you can control is not ending up at the bottom So this me saying f*ck the bottom I be working to hard to just end up at the bottom God guide me out the bottom nigga Please