DARK MATTERS (feat. Master Pe)

I keep lil Nina, beside my bed because I need her She keep me feeling, inside a world that's turned to evil My thoughts are evil, I turned to pain to keep it regal That numb my feeling, that turn to blood that drips again Ah sharpen up my blade and with care I carry on And patiently I wait until I'm sitting all alone Emotions and when physical reignite, my tears my pain And my mind goes deeper into what they call depression Our children are holding, a pain like no other Satanic agendas have taunted my loved ones Everyone's mistooken, and mentals are shooken Outbreaks continue to change what is normal I'll keep on going, these pathways get darker Decisions we make will not fade, but will alter Our future, keep on going these prayers keep Flowing, await for the moment to carry you home Dark matters, life matters, all matters I go after, matter fact I thrive beyond matters My mind scatters, trying to figure out my pastor My mind faster, the thrill as Nina carves the flesh My life's a mess, it's part of mental health, I try to be Good at the heart but my mental keeps escaping me but Dark matters, life matters, all matters Stressing with my sanity because my soul matters Competing with those others just to prove my self-worth Lil Nina keeps me busy cause I dread my self-worth I sit back and observe someone better than me Then I go back and spit on those weak then I'm free It's that power, that swagger, it's all that I need Then I make those feel stupid, those powerless beings And my heart then is broken for thinking like these Little quams was the answer, I fall to my knees with More tears and there's Nina to care for my needs She's shiny, and sharpened, consistently brings Such a level discomfort and comfort at ease As I reach for my blade, and I roll up my sleeve My mind stays tormented, this time wasn't the same There was a voice as it called out my name It was Jesus, I heard it so clear and He said that I love you Nina had fallen and darkness fled too Dark matters, life matters, all matters I go after, matter fact I thrive beyond matters My mind scatters, trying to figure out my pastor My mind faster, the thrill as Nina carves the flesh My life's a mess, it's part of mental health, I try to be Good at the heart but my mental keeps escaping me but Dark matters, life matters, all matters Stressing with my sanity because my soul matters But He will heal you, He will heal you He will heal you, He will heal you Dark matters, life matters, all matters I go after, matter fact I thrive beyond matters My mind scatters, trying to figure out my pastor My mind faster, the thrill when Nina carves the flesh My life's a mess, it's part of mental health, I try to be Good at the heart but my mental keeps escaping me But dark matters, life matters, all matters Stressing with my sanity I know my soul matters