Move On

Yeah, I'm lost, but I don't know where to go Yeah, I'm lost, but I keep moving down the Road My mind caught tangled in these webs Today I woke up feeling better off dead Yeah, I'm lost, I'm trapped in my head Cannabis, sativa, alcohol, I need some meds I know I'm really masking my problems Treat them like a alka seltzer, let 'em all dissolve in I'm just trying to set my mind free Be me instead of be he, who always stressin' Looking at a full plate Rain on my parade when I try to have a good day, like Cube, or maybe sing about it, but I doubt it Y'all can never say I ain't ever tried I'm always hungry, so I'm never satisfied And I'll be damned if anybody tell me I never tried How would they know it wasn't there to watch me grow There wasn't nobody around when I was struggling on my own Putting on fake smiles every time I leave my home And it don't matter, they'll still pass judgment like Look at him, dude so wrong? I look back, middle finger like, move the f*ck on I can't seem to let the pain go, I keep going up and down the same roads I can't seem to let the pain go, Middle fingers out like, move the f*ck on I can't seem to let the pain go, so Why the hell they keep leaving me here alone I can't seem to let the pain go Middle fingers out like, move the f*ck on I mean really, where's all the love? Why there's so much hate I fight my demons every single day And mark my words, don't mark my mistakes I'm playing high stakes, this my life in these lines Searching for the right words, I can't seem to find So I keep smoking pine to cloud my mind I got this pain, I can't seem to let go Even though I know I've been up and down this road Drown it out with alcohol, my mind still play the same song Tricks on me, yeah it got me again But I'm feeling overloaded, to add no end I used to talk about it till I lost my best friend All this pain and resentment, when he ceased existing Weigh heavy on my mind, I didn't notice the addiction So don't tell me about pain, and don't tell me about struggles It's only been a few years since cancer took my brother And then they got the nerve to ask why I sit in silence Well maybe you should just shut your mouth and go and try it And don't call me nice guy cause I won't finish last They say I'm an asshole cause I tell them kiss my ass I can't begin to choose when I can't win for losing Life's a bitch and she's so confusing I can't seem to let the pain go I can't seem to let the pain go I can't seem to let the pain go