How I Fall

Don't know why I'm feeling this way Is the weed messing up my perceptions and Recollections of the good days Feel like I'm hurting I feel like a burden Man I just wanna go away God makes every human equal But I feel like a throwaway Should I hang a rope on a tree And let my soul slowly castaway Worried about objections complexions When we really is all the same My life span shortens screaming like a spartan Lord take me away please take me away From the spot light and the shine just keep me in the shade So I can fade away Why'd you let me fall girl Why'd you let me down Why'd you give me up before the end of the world Did you hear me screaming cuz I was screaming loud Did you hear my cries before it all came crashing down Crashing down like a tidal wave on a beach shore I'm on the bottom tryna make it to the top floor I prayed to the lord and God gotta open up a door For me and my mama she was pushing through despite all of the drama I'm tryna take you and bro to the Bahamas getting these thoughts like cobain from nirvana saw u get hit it caused alot of trauma call that brain Damage it's really hard to manage 3 to his back like calvin Cambridge he gon sink in his coffin titanic I'm up when I'm high but low when landed hating on me but steady in my fandoms Only hang with the gang can't be wit no randoms i'm just tryna get a mansion save money for my sons son