Fend for Ourself

Man I really feel like I’m the realest nigga left I done been through some pain that you prolly never felt You prolly had yours but my mama wasn’t there My grandma she passed away and left us all by our self Daddy wasn’t around but I know he didn’t care Man he left us hangin had to fend for our self Didn’t have food we ended in foster care You wouldn’t understand unless you witnessed it ya self Man I remember we ain’t have no place to stay We was up all night cause we ain’t have nowhere to lay Mama was a attic and daddy was diggin graves But we ain’t see the nigga by the time he got paid The niggas was in the wind The nigga was pretend My mama ain’t no different she in the same boat as him It’s crazy how they misled us But I was getting fed up Tired of sittin round it was time to get my bread up Yeah Wit my lil sista by my side Dependin on me I could see it her eyes I’m sick of tellin her lies Steady tellin her that everything’s gone be alright Had to hide my face couldn’t let her see me cry But every single night on my knees askin why Why you gotta take us through this every single night Yeah Man I really feel like I’m the realest nigga left I done been through some pain that you prolly never felt You prolly had yours but my mama wasn’t there My grandma she passed away and left us all by our self Daddy wasn’t around but I know he didn’t care Man he left us hangin had to fend for our self Didn’t have food we ended in foster care You wouldn’t understand unless you witnessed it ya self When my grandma died they didn’t treat us a family Telling people lies like I was losing my sanity Crazy how ya family a change on ya for the worse I always hid my pain never showed them that it hurt My Uncle he was a maniac Praying to get my granny back All this baggage on me you’ll swear I was a fanny pack Beat me for no reason Family I don’t believe in Was a mamas boy but couldn’t stop my mama from leavin Drugs get to callin man ain’t no way you compet’n Damn this shit is crazy But lately Man I been thinkin Got me askin God why he put in this position Damn mama why you couldn’t make better decisions You made it hard to be forgivin But I have to make a difference Cause now I got children So I’m reaching for the ceilin Man I really feel like I’m the realest nigga left I done been through some pain that you prolly never felt You prolly had yours but my mama wasn’t there My grandma she passed away and left us all by our self Daddy wasn’t around but I know he didn’t care Man he left us hangin had to fend for our self Didn’t have food we ended in foster care You wouldn’t understand unless you witnessed it ya self