A risk of 52 cards

I was on the wrong side of a gun Feel like it already begun Man I closed my eyes and I went numb Where did I go wrong I get distant Look, Gotta forget me I gotta get it or get it I got too much on my plate Lord, please won't you forgive me Tried to stay away from violence But it already begun I was on the wrong side of a gun I was on the wrong side of a gun Stay away from violence But it already begun I was on the wrong side of a gun Tried to stay from violence But it already begun Caught me lacking I was just trying to get numb Caught me lacking I was just trying to get numb Miss me with the talk I hope you don't miss me with that Glock When it comes to placement I don't miss my shot I'm more than happy to put you in your place... I mean if the shoe fits Might as well tie the lace All white AF1s now got a stain Ok... (Put yo hands up) I pulled a trigger (Bang) I couldn't walk 9 feet in your shoes When my mind is blurred with hate I mean it's not real hate I'm just confused Why would you run up on me For some pocket change Ain't got nothing but a heart of gold That's covered in dirt But, for you, I could say the same... Empty clip or a hollow heart? 15 shots not spread apart 24 Karat soul that we just lost I pray for your depart Poor lost soul... In this life, we just play the part There's never a right side of a trigger But I'm not the one who gambled And I'm not the one who dealt the cards (Duality)