GRIEF CASE

Lately I been feelin like f*ck it Throw it to the side Can't nobody deal wit my luggage It's no sense in the lies Talkin about baggage I stuff it Clean up to the sky If I can't have it all then I want nothin My team all know the vibes Flow colder than my b day Where we stay November in Chicago crooked cops kill or be killed that shit the motto Least it seem like Every nigga caught in trackin it ain't no green lights In the mean time I'm Tryina peace out Cuz this year they was at my g house wit piece out I'm thankful he alive But I feel guilty cuz I couldn't save him Can't say what I'd do if I lost one Out of ordinary this ain't but Regular this shit is so far from Niggas get a grip before cable On a tv before they bought one Out here it's do or die If I had a sawbuck for every time my nigga passed then I would have enough to pay for one they funerals Think bout what that do to you And that's just the usual In elementary school when I witnessed my first murder Not too long afterwards I witnessed my first burner I became numb inside when my brothers died I was hurtin I wish it was a lie when I wanna die on purpose Lately I been feelin like f*ck it Throw it to the side Can't nobody deal wit my luggage It's no sense in the lies Talkin about baggage I stuff it Clean up to the sky If I can't have it all then I want nothin My team all know the vibes Goin on a trip let me pack my grief case K we straight Photographic memory meanin the trauma that I got on replay It's like I'm watchin the most fucked up movie that I've ever seen in my life What's fucked up is I'm seein my life All I wanna have is merry moments I smoked so much weed in my life That I don't know if my body reject it I just know my throat is feelin awful Had about a year to correct it Every time I try I don't want to Niggas held me up in October But that ain't the worst shit that I've gone through Happened when I was a bit younger Niggas was a little less thoughtful Family ain't ask me no questions They assumed that I was livin all cool Thought they saw the pain was in my eyes Barely kept my head up durin breakfast Cuz I always stayed up in the night Supposedly vocally I'm posed to be the nigga everybody look up to now And hopefully least locally when I get on a stage a goat the goat the gon perceive I been in the crib more than I wanna be Say they wanna throw fists then niggas don't proceed Cuz I'll be at they neck before a rosary And niggas get they shit opened up openly Lately I been feelin like f*ck it Throw it to the side Can't nobody deal wit my luggage It's no sense in the lies Talkin about baggage I stuff it Clean up to the sky If I can't have it all then I want nothin My team all know the vibes My team all know the vibes