IF YOU MUST KNOW interlude

I been really tryina mind my business Lately I feel as if I invented that Cerebrally my head it's steady spinnin Cuz I lost shit that I ain't ever gettin back Know my situation if you listen Scribin my depression on infinite tracks If you must know If you must know If you must If you must If you must know If you must know If you must If you must I was on the road to do a show Then came back home went to the store Then niggas pulled in a four seater wit blick point at my dome Was shortly after hit in traffic left a kickback wit the homies Then 5 0 was on the scene and tried to bust us for aromas Had me sittin on the shoulder in the cold it was October We was on I95 maybe 290 I don't know Cuz I was high and yes they asked me but of course I never told My nigga tossed what we had left off to the side I guess they noticed But couldn't find it so confined us till they said that we could go And I was high but not the highest so I drove My nigga car back to his crib then called an uber by my lonesome And a shorty on the low I asked if she could come over She like yeah so then I smashed but after that I never spoke Hit the back was on my patio I rolled up then I smoked Like half a blunt it would be more but I been dealing wit my throat Fucked it up in 2020 last December I was hopeless ever since I did Had a bunch of issues doctor said I shouldn't chief but ever since I did Just got intermitted lit Cuz I've had mental issues ever since a kid Saddest when I'm laughin went to work because my birthday a month after Which ironically the same day that I almost lost my dad Was self inflicted I'm conflicted am I sad or am I happy I don't know but to this day I'm truly glad that I still have him Went to rap because I had nothin to say about the matter He was sleepin in the hospital at home he got the bag I had a stepmom at the time who was supposed to pick the slack up To make longer stories shorter that of course had never happened Then Elijah late at night was like I'm hungry gave him snacks Till X and Izzy like I'm hungry so that day I started trapping Cuz of that I really like to mind my business Hard to pace yourself when you be livin fast So if you wonder why I mind my business Cuz I lost people I ain't ever gettin back Know my situation if you listen Scribin my depression on infinite tracks If you must know If you must know If you must If you must If you must know If you must know If you must If you must