OPTICAL ILLUSION

Late to my only class just cus I wanted some uh uh Think I'm oven too fast I blink askew from my path I think I'm losing my uh uh Wonder if Ima pass Obsessing over the past I leave it all in the ashes from the ends of my blunt uh Don't need help I need magic Wrote this here stuck in traffic My focus making this moment my opus I need a classic Don't need fans I need addicts Went from not having mattress To living in someone attic Just honest keeping it one hun d r e d Lately a nigga been getting mad Cuz niggas say how you been Like f*ck it look where I'm at And I ain't even stunner I ain't even a stunner Just wantchu peeping the come up damn Tryina get in my bag like Papers you needed for class Hard to imagine Ima act right Really I'm more energetic But niggas be catching me at such a bad time Then I'm low key uninvited But right to my face they be telling me that's fine Yeah I peep it of course but address it wit my pen and pad write All of what's making me happy and all the events that be making me sad like Dropping my very first single to show to my aunty who recently passed why I been so broke that by now you would think I'm in need of a cast Go to retail and I dash repeat Go to retail and I dash cuz I got no cash to buy All of what I never had so for a young nigga it's back to the trap cus I could never back out Can I make my mom and dad proud wit this half ounce In the streets and smell like mad loud Walking trap house Homeless during senior year I swear I'm finna spaz out Nah I ain't even tripping Way I"m spitting swear the blind could see my mufuckin' vision real nigga wassup But you could see me how like to But if you heard word that I ain't a real nigga You was mufuckin' lied to But you could see me how you like to Just know when I'm looking at you stay true All the lies I see right through Right through I'm looking right through Lookin right through Wait till the homies ask Jus cus I wanted some uh uh Patience visibly bad I hate I physically stagnate when I make a blunder Face retreat to my lap My basic needs in a rap I stay repeating disaster Lately don't even wonder What I got coming next for me Love and hate my own destiny Falls full of extra leave so my niggas cold in the summer But when exposed to the thunder and the rain from the storm The water rolls over roses growing and tangled with thorns Goin to church on a Sunday See who ain't wake at the morn From a permanent slumber Casuin' permanent wonder Temporarily tearin' Y'all sleep like we got it covered Y'all sleep like we got it covered Optical illusion I'm solely responsible concocting y'all confusion Manipulating responses subconsciously I'm elusive Even my hair on loc so you know I leave no loose ends But I do sin And behave like a nuisance On the minor note Low key On the high key I be stooping To the stupid Goin lower than where the poop is Do me wrong you're a doofus I never should go through what I had to go through for truth to find me Spent a lot of time searching But like online purchases Don't know if it's worth me Not having the chance to return what my verbs do Meant it when I did it but I didn't mean to hurtchu Would think you on punishment way you so grounded down to earth Either you or it's nothing like it's nerf Hit the turf Did my firsts with you crazy what words could do That's irreversible My favorite person too But you could see me how you like to But if you heard word that I ain't a real nigga You was mufuckin' lied to But you could see me how you like to Just know when I'm looking at you stay true