TBH

I'm where I'm a just because of ya I don't give a f*ck I ain't mad spark another blunt Stayin in my bag juggin fast for another run all because not shit in life promised Well aware I'm sad just because of ya Sticky wit me hurt but still I pass on a double cup Vibin still lowkey wanna spaz cuz I'm thunder struck I'm breakin down for real to be honest But I don't have nothin to say to nobody Up up away where I wanna be lately and frankly I'm tired of folks tellin me sorry Gun in my face by the time I was eight honestly I feel safer when keepin one on me Nun to debate had to run and escape about 2 decades later I came wit an army like yea it's all g A few people said we related and yea I talked to em but never dated A couple years later my ego inflated by shit that I'd do or what people be sayin I'll never forget what we used to be playin replay in my head everything you would say Then I tell myself f*ck it I'm good either way Remember that nigga you found that was findin his way up Who thought he ran into a diamond and got him a Jada Eventually later wit time you would find that I'm jaded Rhymin and rhymin away silent when violence enter my brain It's fine I'm ight I'll be straight They say that everything heals overtime well this here is mine and I'm finna take it It's fine I'm ight I'll be straight They say that everything heals overtime well this here is mine and I'm finna take it I know I'm feelin bad jus because of ya But in turn prolly in my bag just because of ya Doesn't mean I'll be livin fast as I struggle up all because not shit in life promised But I'll leave it in the past cuz that's where it was Even though it caused me to drag as I muscle up Anything left I'm on a path to a subtle rush and I can't bring dead weight to be honest So please leave me where you found me Made peace wit the ones that later we'd leave on the ground And really ain't even astounded kept my head down as I go Left behind doubt spirit clouded as I jet out on the road I'm somehow seemingly drownin deep in my demons And now I feel like they reachin my feet as I'm lettin god take control And you was keepin me sound until now we speaking too loud at each other Screamin and shoutin at least compared to our tone But it's okay I prolly won't say nun I'll probably use it as fuel to end up way further away from The pain that it cost me I hate feelin saucy and durin the day A thought entered into my mind for the millionth time I can't stray from Thought I can't stray from Thought I can't stray And look at that just because of ya Sittin here puff another drag of another blunt Doin everything my heart ask as it's comin up all because not shit in life promised Just because I asked what the f*ck was up You went in gave me all the stats and a runner up Thank you though I ain't even mad at my suckish luck Just because at least you was honest