Darkness

Shits crazy I'm kinda faded I'm contemplating Frustrated a lot to say but don't ever say it Isolated and sometimes it's complicated In my mind Having the same ol conversation Go ahead and yeah say it out loud Tell em' whatchu thinkin yeah they listening now People ain't around when u down on the ground I was inlove with a bitch I found out she was sleeping around Hearts hurting and you wondering why Cuz I'm living fucking check to check just to get by Totaled my brand new whip that I just got a loan to buy And yeah the shit it had me walking and depending on rides Three hundred every fuckin month I had pay the bank For four years with the money that I barely made Pissed off yeah that shit it had me fucking sick Literally paying for a car That didn't even exist It's fucked up but the shit it put me on my grind I'm fast forward yeah Ima leave the past behind And times flying by feel like I don't ever got time Working fifty hours a week but still I find time To work up on this music shit and kick it with my daughter Had her when I was seventeen, I'm a young father And people having kids in their lives they ain't apart of But I promise no matter what I'ma love her regardless And yea I promise I won't fall I won't stop Ls turn to lessons I been learning a lot I'm still thankful for all the mother fucking shit that I got Cuz life could be worse you ever give that a thought Damn There's nothing you can do but try to stay positive And if you feeling down well atleast try to find the cause of it Too many people crying always wanting sympathy And I don't want shit from y'all man look what yall done did to me Yeah look what y'all done did to me People do you wrong that shit f*ck with me mentally Think ima forget all the shit you did to me And once you do me wrong I promise that your dead to me But it's cool yes I guess ima let it be Understand I'm a man of integrity I won't forget all the shit that you said to me But I promise do me wrong yeah you dead to me Yeah Dead to me