You're Not Sorry

You say you love me You say you love me, but you don't ever really show me I swear I changed, but you can't help but see the old me Got all your friends in your ear that don't even know me I got a lot of dark thoughts when I'm feeling lonely I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling hurt, and I've been feeling low We both got things from the past that we can't let go And thoughts and emotions that are always bottled up You say you love me, but you don't never show me love And you ain't actin' right, time is steady passin' by Sadness in your heart, and I seen it all inside your eye Text bubble popped up, but still I don't get a reply And yeah, it hurt when I heard you were with that guy And love turns to hate, hate turns straight to despise And yeah, you did me wrong, girl, yeah, I loved you a lot And all this shit I did for you, yeah, you must've forgot You got me thinking everything that you said was a lie, damn Yo the crazy thing is, is I really loved you too Even after everything we been through They say that love was never real if the pain don't last And yeah, you'll never know the answers to questions you don't ask, shit Oh, but you just mad, damn But don't you try to come back When you understand that I was the one that wanted it bad Or when you understand that I was the best that you ever had This is how I cope with the pain Why do you think that I rap That's when I turn the music up so I can't hear you call back, f*ck Hey it's me, I mean, you know that I don't really know where to start, and I don't wanna say the wrong thing And I know it won't mean anything unless it's coming from the heart I just want you to know that I'm sorry And I'll keep apologizing for as long as it takes I know I made a big mistake I'm sorry for what I did For what I said I didn't mean it I wish we could take it back I wish they didn't knock us off track like it did I wish you and me could be back like we were before I miss you I want us to be okay I guess I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry