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I've been watchin' you for some time
Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes
Burning cities and napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
What about all the things you promised?
Why couldn't you be honest?
I knew you lied a lot
But I still loved you, regardless
For you, I put down my guard and gave you access to my heart that you scarred and left It to go through the healing process
I saw no progress,
Seemed as you gained some happiness of it
But I accepted it
I didn't wanna be the bad guy, to mess with it
That's how much you meant to me
Tellin' you that I was happy when I wasn't so I had to pretend to be
I remember the state you were in and how broke you were when you first met up with me
Little did I know my kindness would come back to haunt me (Yeah)
Little did I think of all the pain that you would cause me (Woo)
Little did I think that this would end up resulting in me being broken again
Again witnessing the world turn on me
I'd say don't worry about me
But I know that you don't
You thought I wouldn't notice that you became so cold
This was a joke
Well it was to you
There's nothing left to prove
You showed your true, colors
Now go find your luck with somebody new
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Fallin' into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
Playing with my feelings got you thrilled didn't it
You weren't affected after destroying the relationship we built
Isn't it kinda funny, how life can turn on you in a matter of seconds, when you least expect it
It was never an easy topic to talk about when I got questioned
About why it ended
I felt defenseless
Yeah you guessed it
That's why you acted the way you did
You wouldn't, if there was a little bit of love that was left for me
I guess there wasn't when you claimed your love was endless
It took me a while to realize that you were just pretending
I couldn't be the one to make you happy in this life and that's why
I want you to promise that you'll give it a try in the next life
I knew I wasn't perfect
Couldn't give you everything you deserved but even when I had no money
I tried to spoil you and inside it hurt
Cause when I saw everybody else sittin' with their partners, driving around
I felt bad that you had to be seen with me
In a car that would be breaking down
Every few miles but I just smiled and laughed it off
Till you decided to cut me off
I sometimes wonder if you ever loved me at all
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Fallin' into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
They say God's gift of life is a test
And I don't know if I'll pass it
But I felt as if I passed it
When I saw you smile and heard you laughing
I'll say it gladly that just your presence
Made me happy
I felt like the darkness vanished
During the time I had you
I was there when you needed guidance
And were hurt deep inside
I was there when you needed a shoulder to cry on
While I fought with my problems on my own
So how am I in the wrong here
I'm trying to figure it out
Cause the way you acted told me I don't belong here (Woo)
It was a very good start as we both witnessed
But we just weren't meant to be
Maybe that's why you started acting different
You could've been more mature about it
And not play the victim
Talking about mistakes you said you're gonna put in the work to fix 'em
The next day you tell me you're sorry and not ready for that type of commitment
What kind of games are you playing
And why do I keep listening
A healthy relationship only works when both sides
Put in the effort to actually make it work
Cause the hope dies, last, and I'm so tired
Of everything
I've been watchin' you for some time
Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes
Burning cities and napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Fallin' into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes