Drug Habits

Yea this song about the time I was I was mentally fucked up And I could've been dead or in jail Just from my choices just from my actions and the things I was doing in life But you know God kept me here just to live a better life Yea I Remember when I used to take drugs Hoping that one day won't wake up I was mentally hurt from a breakup I Remember my heart was just bleeding Police pulled me over for speeding I was high off them drugs Thinking like what the f*ck was I really out here thinking Like where this shit gone fucking lead me I got a family that mother fucking need me Police let me go with a warning I was high again by the morning Abusing them drugs Hot box the whip and sit back and relax while its storming But the devil saying hit the road again F*ck it i'm gone hit the road again I was riding down on Laburnum I saw a car thought it was turning So I hit the breaks Switched my lane Until I end up started swerving My vision was blurry I got to hurry or my family gone be worried I caught the wheel and started blinking Like damn what the fucking was I thinking I was high off them drugs Thinking like what the f*ck was I really out here thinking Like where this shit gone fucking lead me I got a family that mother fucking need me Remember when I used to take drugs Hoping that one day won't wake up I was mentally hurt from a breakup