Mirrors

I thought we was on the same team but you ain't want me to win I took my pain and those i love and put em both in my skin I really got one in real life don't let no one call me twin So many thoughts bleed through this pen don't know where I should begin I had to focus in my lense that's when the picture got clearer My mistake was putting faith in you I thought you was realer They say I look just like my father I hate looking in mirrors Im moving just like Tems cuz I know time is of the essence I thank God for my Mama when I'm lost she gives direction Surrounded by 100 hoes still lonely in this section These days I feel like nothings real no authentic connection I met her freshman year we fell in love but that's all gone now On two different paths what we had built we let it fall down Put a smile on for my family I can't let em see me frown Pain inside my chest bleed on these songs this how my heart sound Pain inside my heart you hurt me bad Always put you first you put my last Im still hurt can't let go of my past made me who I am My bitch say she don't like when I'm sad my weed from Oregon Walk on top these beats use them to vent Niggas in Dior but late on rent Section in the club we in the VIP the hoes want Casa rounds Ain't talked to my father since a kid im a grown man now Same old story Now I'm back getting high off drugs don't wanna feel again Thought that you was different But it turns out that you wasn't you was just like them You was just like them you had me fooled but I see now I keep the hurt inside but I drop tears when no one round I hear a voice that tell me to keep going when I'm down I used to go sleep to train horns and gun sounds I stuffed a 4 up in this backwood im high as hell Nights when my Mom was sick I still hate how hospitals smell Bet not get locked up for no crimes if you ain't got the bail I put my soul into this music let my feelings spill Always knew I'd make a way spent my whole life preparing Im in a telly with 3 hoes and they don't mind sharing Lil boujee bitch say she don't suck dick I can't take her serious I know they call it heart break but I felt might tearing