Kaleidoscope

I saw a kaleidoscope Peer pressure or just tryna cope All these fucking blood stains Just won't wash away I saw a kaleidoscope Maybe I'm better off alone This is my last chance to change Or I'll fry my brain Snuck out just tryna relax Took drugs didn't wanna be a outcast Take more, I wasn't about that Peer pressure started feeling like a mouse trap Started to lose my mind Everyone laughing my pupils wide Laid down and shut my eyes Felt like a death bed, suit and tie But it's all my fault Every high comes with a fall I'm way too young Keep putting tabs up on my tongue I saw a kaleidoscope Peer pressure or just tryna cope All these fucking blood stains Just won't wash away I saw a kaleidoscope Maybe I'm better off alone This is my last chance to change Or I'll fry my brain Not sure what happened after that My mind went blank and my eyes went black My thoughts scattered like shattered glass Body in pain from the aftermath Got home and laid down in bed My room was clean my head a mess Wondered how I ended up like this Took too much acid now my ego's dead