If You Don't Know

This goes out to anyone who don't know who I am yet See you heard about me You just didn't know it was me Hahahaha I be that white Russian drinking Music thinking Crying Jordan making Concert raging brother spittin lyric in your earlobe Never could fit in I was always the weirdo But I always stood out Due to the rare flow Changing words Something never heard It's obscured Magic has occurred When I do the verbs Yo you heard Man I quit Man I gave up Yo I'm in the same spot man stuck in a rut With my luck Call my bluff Took a hit Now I'm bust Times are rough Yo what up? It's the bottle man come here Few sips of me and you're gonna see clear Now lets go and show the world why you're really here It was jamo and juice Vodka and vibing Lost in the sauce I forgot about rhyming Bi-Polar flaring up on me all of the time and Was scared of the world so I thought about hiding I was at me lowest And now my mother's gone So my heart is at my coldest Folks I'm sorry to expose this But depression is real I deal with it everyday I know I'm not the only one that prays it goes away I thought it was the end I thought it was my time But then I realized it was all in my mind Pulled myself up fast motivated to excel No I got the flame like charizard's tale I got back into school Started getting them grades Started writing for the paper just learning the ways Though I had to leave school due to some bad news But with those tools I'll start Beats and Brews Use my pen as a journalist and a artist Felling like Tony Start This booth is Jarvis Can't deny I grind the hardest Though I'm not the smartest Either way I go the hardest And I'm going the farthest To end this tell, reach out to your friends Depression is a killer that wants you to the end You never really beat it Just take it as your own And create something beautiful till God calls you home