Issues

I told myself never forgive her for the things she did I used to want to get old now I wish I could go back and be a kid I'm trying to make sense of the time it's hard when time ain't making sense I'm trying to get closer to God but I'm too scared of being left And if I said it out my mouth then that's exactly what I meant I put it all on the line to make sure you okay My therapist gave me ADs, I still was feeling strange You went n lied behind my back, like you won't cause me pain Lord knows I can't force nothing on you, it's your choice to change They say we only got one life, Have I been living it wrong Sometimes I wish I could go back to sit and chillin' with my dogs I wish Brody was alive so I could show him all my songs You can't just beat him when I'm up, you gotta love me through my flaws I'm only human, I got issues If I tell you I love you that means I'm with you 4L I know it's been two years but I miss you I know it's been two years but I've been missing you still (I) could've took the easy path, I chose the harder way I turned hard body, the day I took my heart away Ever since I lost my brother, I ain't been the same I done took so many Ls but never lost my faith Ain't no point in saying sorry to me Cause I told myself never forgive her for the things she did I used to wanna get old, now I wish I could go back and be a kid I'm tryna make sense of the time, it's hard when time ain't making sense I'm tryna get closer to God but I'm too scared of being left And if I said it out my mouth then that's exactly what I meant I put it all on the line to make sure you okay My therapist gave me ADs, I still was feeling strange You went and lied behind my back, like you won't cause me pain Lord knows I can't force nothing on you, it's your choice to change