Letter To ..

It's been hard to breathe, hard to eat every thought I overthink I keep thinking about you, I should be thinking about me Is it my fault I tried to give you all of me But I can't blame you, I respect your honesty We were supposed to take it slow, how you moved on so fast At this point, I can't do nothing but laugh for thinking that I found something different Take no offense while I express my feelings I knew better, but ain't do better The reason why it hurt so bad Everybody told me cut you off, I should've listened then Tryna smile through my thoughts of everything that I regret And most of those thoughts are you Like everything I do, it remind me of you Know I should hate you for the things you put me through But when I was down and I ain't had nothing to lose It was your smile picked me up and brought me through Tried give you time and space, but nothing work How you mad at me when you the one who did me dirt How you take advantage of my kindness for the worst How you abandon me like you ain't know that it would hurt