hard to feel freestyle

Spendin' most of my days stuck inside my head It's like nobody listenin, that's why I'm tryna vent I said nobody listenin, all these diamonds glistenin All these diamonds glistenin, it's all that people see I'm tryna buy a house and shit, they say it's not hard for me They say it's not hard to reach, back then it was like hardly But nowadays it's so easy for life to feel like poverty Life to feel so obsolete, all my dreams been thrown out the fuckin' window I need to smoke it up, I ain't know that boy was fake until I cut him off You ain't know how these people move until they gon' move weird So how the f*ck can I feel? So how the f*ck can I heal I been stuck inside my head until I smoke And still I'm numb, I'm goin' through my days, I won't know what I done Life feel the same, I don't know what I done (What) (Shit) (Man, shit) It's hard to feel what happiness is till it's over And now I can't feel when I'm sober What did I know It's hard to feel what happiness is till it's over And now I can't feel when I'm sober What did I know It's hard to feel what happiness is till it's over And now I can't feel when I'm sober What did I know It's hard to feel what happiness is till it's over And now I can't feel when I'm sober What did I know What did I know