Insomnia

I stare at the ceiling and wait for time to pass I hope for a feeling, but I know it never lasts It's dark and it's lonely I wonder where you are You'll never get to know me when you're drunk at the bar You keep me up so late It's been a while since you've been home I know it's not my place But I'm tired of checking my phone You are my insomnia What I can't have I want more of Save your breath I'm used to hearing all the same lines Like I don't wanna' hurt you, you know I'm the bad guy Then why'd you let me in and find comfort in your arms To reassure than move on always causes way more harm You keep me up so late It's been a while since you've been home I know it's not my place But I'm tired of checking my phone You are my insomnia What I can't have I want more of You have kept me in your hold I have lost all control You are my insomnia You trippin' Damn girl like slow your role You always tryna' fight like toe to toe But there ain't no girls here only bros So before you call me out baby hold the phone like yuh' Gotta' be kiddin' me Wanna' get rid of me I just done had an epiphany That you want me gone but when your alone All you can do is remember me And that pattern been fuelin' my tendencies The trust is just something I never see Like what the f*ck how you be tellin' me this when the fighting has flooded my memories And your brain is becomin' your enemy While your heart has been matchin' that energy Now all of my demons befriending me yeah yeah yeah yeah I always tryna' talk you up You tryna' lock me up Now all this stress has got me feeling that insomnia You got me off the drugs I might just pop a bunch The only thing that's steady curing this insomnia You are my insomnia What I can't have I want more of You have kept me in your hold I have lost all control You are my insomnia