Pick Me

I write it down In my notes and proofread I copy and paste it then hold down delete You stress me out When did I last eat I stare at delivered until you're typing Minutes turn into long hours And hours turn into more of her I wish I could be half as pretty If only you'd see through her to me You would pick me How do you see it that way How can you not understand We're so damn connected it feels like Your holdin' my heart when your holdin' my hand But this wasn't part of the plan You hate when I leave you on read But really you cannot pretend You'd believe when I say that she's only a friend Ya only a friend F*ck it I'm dead And I ain't be willing to throw it away But you know I'm too stubborn to beg Been nothin' but pain from the start of this shit Yo I hope we don't come to end Cuz baby the truth is it don't wanna feel all the pain When your music gets stuck in my head My stories you hatin' on The wildest ride of my life you done take me on Thru the thick and the thin f*ck Like how many times do I gotta' go say your wrong And then she done came along Supportin' the argument that you been bankin' on She may want my heart But you are the one She gone have to go take it from But f*ck it it's never enough I guess I ain't got no excuse I hope you don't try to be her I'll be hella' mad if you do And maybe she's bad as can be But really you haven't a clue Cuz really what matters to me Is baby she'll never be you You say it's me But your story screams her I watch on repeat guess she's what you deserve I wanna leave Cause you hurt the worst You don't understand me never want to learn Minutes turn into long hours And hours turn into more of her I wish I could be half as pretty If only you'd see through her to me You would pick me