IN MY HEAD

I got in my head again Wondering how, why, and mostly when I'm in my head again Wondering how, why, and mostly when When you leave, I feel so broken Hopefully the door for me, it stays wide open And I'm in my head again Got me taking way more of that medicine Baby, I know that you'd be better off Without me, so I cast the sins Yes, I cast them off Like a castle of glass I just watch it fall All this motherfuckin' glass Got me fuckin' stalling Movin' too fast While I'm fuckin' crawling To my vices, I look lifeless Nobody I know would ever choose to feel like this is the end, here's the end for me I have no more, no enemies I have no more regrets, you see Everything is how it's meant to be Becoming something new for you Biggest form of love, the only way you know it's true Selfish, always in my head I'm so selfish, laying in my bed I can't help it, ball until I fall Like the Celtics, take the meds off the wall I can't shelf it, take more Adderall Till I'm helpless, I'm so helpless Always in my head All these demons in my bed They just wanna sleep with me Until I fuckin' wake up dead Waking up dead in my bed In a cold sweat, 3am I don't know, it ain't cold yet I ain't cold enough I'ma take that winter snow Then I'll take that winter coat Baby, you just getting whoa, whoa, whoa Kinda getting intimate I told you a million times I ain't trying to get into it But you're still in my head Bugging, bugging, bugging, bugging off of the meds I got in my head again Wondering how, why, and mostly when I'm in my head again Wondering how, why, and mostly when