Chosen One (Conversations)

Conversation With my inner mind Tryna find peace within the stressing And answers with no question Life teaches its lesson With mid semester testing Don't know who to trust in My inner mind discussion Conversation With my inner mind Tryna find peace within the stressing And answers with no question Life teaches its lesson With mid semester testing Don't know who to trust in My inner mind discussion My life is standing still While time is still moving I'm stripped of all my skill With no signs of improving Subject to clinical tests On bedrest in unrest Days dark Cause I don't wake up till the sunset I'm always cold and when I'm hot I can't sweat Why the hell am I alive? I wish my parents never met Eighteen years of life The nineteenth a slow death I was athletic-adept But now incapable-inept I pray to God Asking why me? Perhaps my act was too tough And I once told the lord to try me I'm scrambled It's too late for the sunny side I'm on the Kingda Ka Shoulda stuck to the bunny ride I hit my prime Before my time I'm at ten percent capacity Tryna hold myself together while life tests my tenacity Can't call out sick When the illness is chronic You gotta work through it Can't wait on a magic tonic That may never come Conversation With my inner mind Tryna find peace within the stressing And answers with no question Life teaches its lesson With mid semester testing Don't know who to trust in My inner mind discussion Conversation With my inner mind Tryna find peace within the stressing And answers with no question Life teaches its lesson With mid semester testing Don't know who to trust in My inner mind discussion Life is more than dwelling over symptoms Being born was forced upon us Are we all born a victim? Your mind can set you free But it can also be your prison Perceiving light is key Let it through like a crystal prism Though I'm dead my vital signs say I'm living I don't hold a royal flush But I'll play the hand I'm given What I got to lose? Why would I surrender? My name is in the brackets I'm still a contender This life is never over Till it's over I'm a soldier Rather die in combat Than be a runaway who comeback I'm stricken and disturbed Staying ahead of the curve Lotta pain along the way But I'm cold with numb nerves Conversation With my inner mind Tryna find peace within the stressing And answers with no question Life teaches its lesson With mid semester testing Don't know who to trust in My inner mind discussion