I'm Trying

These bitches run like horses at the Preakness Why show em love if they see it as weakness? Focus on bread You gotta eat Game is life or death Of course people cheat It ain't safe, bitches lie cause they got to Niggas is bitches, and be more than glad to I was a boy Now I'm a man Keeping it real if I die Give a damn Lost all my muscle Still gotta hustle Got a bad hand Pray the dealer reshuffle Life is a struggle So much to juggle It hits you hard When you raised in a bubble I shoulda known Dad wasn't home Mom work and school So much time spent alone I was fine till a nigga got sick Two whole years, a man without a dick Life feel so off When you always on soft But imma go hard till I cop me a loft I know how it feels to live life at the top So I set up shop When I could barely walk Five days a month with the IV DRIP Humble man, no more dip on my chip Can't hang with the gang I had to jump ship Pool full of shit And I'm swimming through it My baby mama Couldn't have the child She held me down I told her she should bounce Say if you love her You should let her go I ain't let her leave I extended the leash But If I pull now then it's gone be some shit I came across somebody else bitch Demons with me it was hard to resist I got bodied cause my pride was too big Gotta move different when you not the same If I lose it all, imma stay in the game Sin cause I'm suffering Confessions no ushering I'd probably do it again If I win in the end Taking my L's in stride I tell no more lies Cause I have no reasons to hide Do what feels good? Or Do what feels right? I walk a thin line 'tween the dark and the light How you wanna save the world When you can't save yourself? Why you tryna save that girl When you ain't build your wealth Man I'm trying Man I'm trying Ayy How you wanna save the world When you can't save yourself? Why you tryna save that girl When you ain't build your wealth Man I'm trying Man I'm trying Ayy How you wanna save the world When you can't save yourself? Why you tryna save that girl When you ain't build your wealth Ohhhhhh Ohhhhhh Man I'm trying Man I'm trying Man I'm trying Man I'm trying