neverwin

Does it matter to you like you say that it does When I kiss you goodnight and you leach on my blood? Am I lonely enough not to say what it was When you use me and tell me that I am enough I've been sinking, my temptations drive me overboard He wants a wedding, but he's only getting half my word She says I'm overthinking everything, I'm not so sure F*ck, I'm still shaking over all the things I overheard And baby I know things that you don't know That make me feel like shit I'm so sick of losing But I know I never win I haven't been too motivated for the past few days And all my friends just wanna kill me cause I'm not the same And I just sleep through all my thoughts until I wake up dazed Just thinking, f*ck, I'm still 16, I think I need a break And baby I don't wanna ask you the confusing shit Three bullets in my clip, I'm still defusing it And I'm so shallow and my shadow loves abusing it Your boy hit follow on my Insta, not refusing it Please that's enough of that, I can't escape this shell, I can't just tell you who you're looking at You said I looked the same, I'd say I've changed but no you never asked I've disappointed everyone, but still, I'm never looking back If you were me, you'd never wonder why I'm never coming back I've been sinking, my temptations drive me overboard He wants a wedding, but he's only getting half my word She says I'm overthinking everything, I'm not so sure F*ck, I'm still shaking over all the things I overheard You're always thinking about the ways that you can get ahead You keep me stuck on all the things I know you never meant And all the pressure made me think that it was in my head And I was perfect till you crossed me, now you're lying dead I know things that you don't know that make me feel like shit I'm so sick of losing but I know I never win Always second guess my intuition, lose my grip Do I bore you out? Like, baby, sorry if I did