why

I cut my hair and I douse my eyes Of any lasting signs of light I burn my ribs and oxidize I keep to myself reasons why Why is it always me? Isolation, my tempers so different For any swell reason, I guess I never listened And this is the habit of being your best girl This havoc's inherent, I watch as you let go The wreckage in the corner of my eye Don't reappear to my demise I should have listened on that night Oh, how I'd hate to spend my life Oh, how I'd hate to be his wife For now, I'm sitting at your tapestry I stare at all the angels and their faces What god has made me so complacent? I fall so behind, I fall so vacant I pray for cheeks so thin and aching That's when I'm worth more than the same shit Why? Cut yourself the life you thought you knew Yes, I love you, it's just no use That funny truth slips somehow loose Lie Cut yourself the crime for one last truce I follow through, bruise black and blue That funny truth crawls back to you I cut my hair and I douse my eyes Of any lasting signs of light I burn my ribs and oxidize I keep to myself reasons why