Blessed With A Curse

They say that I'm blessed with a curse Stuck between humble and knowing my worth I'm done with the lean and the perc's Family matters so I'm putting yall first Hope my parents don't see me in a hearse I feel like the uno can't go back reverse How you straight out the mud you aint touch no dirt Need my money now J.G. Wentworth Always felt like these folks they don't even understand From the trap to a cubical whole new plan Legalized money that's what turn you to a man Went from trapping in the streets to getting taxed by Uncle Sam If a label me up I don't need no advance Only chance that I take if they send it the fam Africa and Puerto Rico next year Can't even wait till I go to the motherland Since my Patna Locked up send sum money to the can Send sum money to kids send sum money to his grands Stonecrest dreaming I was in jimmy jazz Couldn't afford the new J's so I got to get the vans Ma had my back even when it's against the wall Grandma picked me up even when I'm about to fall Unc really helped me walk when I couldn't crawl Pops showed me da trap really trapping us all I aint worried about the chains, I aint worried about designer I aint worried about the foreign's Man, I just want sum land Folks sleep on da kid In a few years they gonna be waking up running to my page on the gram E2cold stans I was begging for a chance Arm strong like I'm Lance With the stars I'm about to dance Wanna call me twin but back that then they had laughed Finish your race even if you in last 2019 4.0 in my class 2020 man my vision got bad 2021 I'm all in my bag 2022 can't think about my past 2023 a mill on the dash Long Live Jalen, why my Patna did that R.i.p. to all da real ones that crashed You a star in my eyes only took one glance Trap turned mansion, refinance Pray I find love can't trust romance No Juco but this your last chance Looked into the mirror I aint recognize myself Diamond in the rough got to recognize my wealth Better focus on yourself got to build your mental health I was talking to my momma she said boy quit playing Remember them cold ass nights in the basement Shit fucked me up, but I act like it aint faze me For the family I'll never move lazy Only the fam man I feel like I'm Durk Take care of my family, feel like Poppa Smurf Put the Za down can't mess with Mary Jane Feel like Superman cause I need a Lois Lane I was fighting with my demons had to burn them at the stake Laugh now cry later likes its Smurkio and Drake Seasoned veteran you can ask my old bae Been talking to my brother yeah, he up in heaven's gate Some choices I made put no smile on his face Knocking shit down, Hood Olympics the crate Ever since you left had to grow up be brave Yeah, yeah They say that I'm blessed with a curse Stuck between humble and knowing my worth I'm done with the lean and the perc's Family matters so I'm putting yall first Hope my parents don't see me in a hearse I feel like the uno can't go back reverse How you straight out the mud you aint touch no dirt Need my money now J.G. Wentworth