Colmenares

Ay y'all know that's Chriso on them keys Ay Chriso made this beat Loyal to everyone, I would disregard you Lied so many times, wasn't tryna harm you Died the same weekend I was meant to see you All this guilt inside, hate the way I'd treat you Loyal to everyone, I would disregard you Lied so many times, wasn't tryna harm you Died the same weekend I was meant to see you All this guilt inside, hate the way I'd treat you Always use to think that you would live forever Ignored your calls, really wish that I knew better All this pain, and now I feel it more than ever Barely tried, should've put a lil mo effort Wanna get mad, there aint nobody to blame Lived a great life I just hope to do the same From the soul for real, this my candy rain Colmenares, you was head of our campaign This feels like the lost of a parent, try to understand it How my flight got cancelled to go see you, stupid ass pandemic Grieving process harder than I thought, had me feeling stranded All the times I use to have to lie, you ain't raise no bandit How my scars gon heal when you keep cutting, bleeding through the bandage Between losing both you and Tata Mama feels abandoned Can't imagine things she goin through, lost her main companions Ain't no slowing down the Colmenares, we gon keep expanding Now let me tell em Rest In Peace (Que decanze) Let me let em Rest In Peace (En Paz) I just had to speak my peace (Una vez) Don't ever think I'll be at peace (Lo dudo) I don't know wat I plan do (Estoy perdio') All I know is that I miss you En la finca, Mayaguez too (Puerto Rico) One last time just to hear you Loyal to everyone, I would disregard you Lied so many times, wasn't tryna harm you Died the same weekend I was meant to see you All this guilt inside, hate the way I'd treat you Loyal to everyone, I would disregard you Lied so many times, wasn't tryna harm you Died the same weekend I was meant to see you All this guilt inside, hate the way I'd treat you Nunca sabes lo fuerte que eres Hasta que ser fuerte es la única opción que tienes Nunca pensé que vería el día en que realmente pasarías Y eso fue egoísta de mi parte Es egoísta de mi parte pensar En todas las formas posibles en las que podrías haber estado aquí todavía No puedes salvar la vida de alguien, sino que retrasa su muerte "Porque quien nace, la muerte es segura" Pero la parte más difícil no fue perderte, fue aprender a vivir sin ti La parte más difícil no fue decir adiós Sino el hecho de que no tuve la oportunidad de hacerlo Y duele Porque cuando alguien muere, todo lo que queda Además de los recuerdos Es un hueco donde solía estar esa persona que te importaba El vacío de su presencia se magnifica Mientras que el silencio de su voz ensordece Pero incluso la muerte no puede separarnos Mi amor te mantendrá vivo dentro de mi mente Mi corazón y mis acciones Te honraré por el resto de mi vida hasta Que la muerte llegue y me lleve contigo Papa, Carlos Mario Colmenares Jimenez, te extraño y te amo Que descanse en paz