Lose Myself

Aye Lil E Think I'm inhumane I know I'll never change I find solace in the pain Seven years too long, now I'm feeling homesick Gotta a few regrets, thinking bout the old shit Smoke my way to cope, how I deal wit hoe shit I could lose myself, won't nobody notice Seven years too long, now I'm feeling homesick Gotta a few regrets, thinking bout the old shit Smoke my way to cope, how I deal wit hoe shit I could lose myself, won't nobody notice I feel like Lil E back in 2012 No one to count on, had to get it for myself Shout out to my whammy, helped me gain some kinda wealth Goin through the struggle, had to play the hand was dealt Days I wanna quit, 23 under my belt Alone in a room, surrender to urges I felt Sometimes I'll be vague, when I really need the help Always hide my pain, I know it's fucking up my health I live behind my songs, you can feel me through my verse They don't know the half, if they did I know they'd hurt Leaving stains on people that I love Can it get worse? No matter what's my talent, it's like A blessing in a curse The shell of a boy in a man that I used to be Feel like I'm diverse between myself, looking for unity Way I live life it's like I want to see the worse of me Ion need ya pity, what I'm spitting, just true to me Seven years too long, now I'm feeling homesick Gotta a few regrets, thinking bout the old shit Smoke my way to cope, how I deal wit hoe shit I could lose myself, won't nobody notice Seven years too long, now I'm feeling homesick Gotta a few regrets, thinking bout the old shit Smoke my way to cope, how I deal wit hoe shit I could lose myself, won't nobody notice "Hey it's Lil E," I'm just tryna keep in touch Ignoring all my calls, I ain't never needed much I could lose myself, bet they wouldn't give a f*ck I could lose myself, they gon' blame it all on luck Can barely trust myself, why would I give up my trust? Always mention MJ, that lil baby come in clutch Back when I was broke, she would help pay for my lunch Smoke my way to cope, f*ck it, roll another blunt I done come to terms with the fact I'll never change To be honest that's cool, I find solace in the pain Some times my thoughts got me thinking I'm inhumane Condemned to a life of wander, feeling like I'm Cain Say they my niggas, but they go against the grain Expecting too much, only got myself to blame Talkin' to myself, making sure that I could hang Still the same nigga, just a different kinda mane Seven years too long, now I'm feeling homesick Gotta a few regrets, thinking bout the old shit Smoke my way to cope, how I deal wit hoe shit I could lose myself, won't nobody notice Seven years too long, now I'm feeling homesick Gotta a few regrets, thinking bout the old shit Smoke my way to cope, how I deal wit hoe shit I could lose myself, won't nobody notice Ay Lil E