Blu3's 2 (feat. Vib3)

These days Skies are Black and grey I know The sun will shine another day She took my heart Slammed it in the ground I don't know if I'll ever feel it pound again Vibrations in my chest Can't feel To eager to have a mil Instead of dealing with my Emotions I shield Going inside my mind Is it very wise I warn what you may find Will ruin your eyes I can't let you suffer So let's sit back have some supper Forget what you have encountered A lost boy wishing to become Peter Pan Fly away with happy thoughts in My head An it didn't take a person or a Spliff Jus natural feelings Will I ever find a way to posses it That's the ultimate question Frozen like a deer in headlights Fear emulating in my eyes What's the fear in my mind Tell me where I reside Am I only alive when you need Things Or do you actually care about my Well being Tell me please I gotta know To much fake loved already Showed An I ain't tryna fall back in the Rabbit hole 2019 Was the 2nd note I can't ever go back on that road Love why do you escape me You're the one that's suppose to Chase me Not vice versa Hot girl summer Nah I need a wifey forever Who's going stick with me All I can is write letter after letter They still can't comprehend Maybe at my days end Maybe I'm paying for my sins Sad part I been lost faith Can't believe when reality always Takes And when it does give It's always a lesson Never a blessing And they wonder why I'm always Stressing This point I feel I have no voice Music never was a choice I was born for this 3, 300 Hours invested From age 11 to 21