Identity

Who am I Am I light Or am I dark I can feel energy Which side And what's my destiny The real questions Destroy the world Or help save I can't think Thoughts to loud Can't turn them down I don't what to do Suppose to lead Who My crew Can't even do that Everytime I try to rap I can't focus on the concept That I start with Gotta throw in extra Like Ingredients in the blender Only to create a self loved Smoothie What that say about me Self doubt I always be But I gotta stay savage Otherwise I can't live in society Sometimes I don't know who I Am Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing Sometimes I wanna be alone Sometimes i ahhh i don't know When I say all I know is pain That ain't a lie Love is Only an idea that comes to my Mind Not a feeling inside Like it should Still trying to create Maybe I'm meant for this dark Road Least I'm getting green Fucking hoes Is that really so bad What if I want more Destined for more 6 In the morn And I still morning over my bro Can't believe he went out the Way he did 2 Years ago Worst part I ain't even attend your service Everyday I live I'm hurting Everyday it's the same Used to smoke Then I stopped Cause I started to use it to escape Even when I was with slc Creating music Drawing Finding our girls Helping each other grow True definition of bros Now it's like we don't even talk No more And I get it Life changes Sudden new equations To figure out Just wish I still had you around Same with my ex As much wrong that she did She was the closet thing I ever Had to love Ain't it fucked up The woman I loved Was so toxic Was hurting me the whole time But if you truly loved someone You'd never make em cry Least that's what goes through My mind