Life's Ride (feat. Vib3)

Where am I going today Hopefully somewhere safe Thoughts I'll never have again People see what they want Not for what's in side That persons mind Momma I hate outside She asked why Cause the kids always hurt me Beat me every day Whether it's physical Or mental Stay in pain Stay feeling rain Sadness Always tryna radiate Try to keep them good vibes Negativity won't stay away Think life great Then I see the next day Oh right it's the same as last Moving again Shoulda saw that coming No wonder I tend to stay running Running away from my fears Soaking the paper with tears Then upgraded to a screen Been in therapy all my life And I'm still feeling empty inside But I try to see what others see Enjoy the beauty of this reality I can appreciate some of the scenery Negativity still outshines They say I'm to depressed all the time Need to relax Smoke this weed Sip this lean F*ck these girls Know what I mean Yeah I think not Imma chill Refind the light That I Lost in the dark Go along for the ride Where we going Location I'm tryna find GPS broken So I'm going and I'm going All I need in my life Is one thing 4 letter word That starts with and L Ends with and E Maybe I did I have I was so blind whole time Shouldn't have taken the things I did For granted Granted I was still young Or is that really an excuse If you hurt someone That's on you No matter the age So if I always sin Then wish for a blessing Am I really a good person Suffering through Repercussions Once I searched for relationships Now I'm filled with lust and confusion No that ain't a sexuality hint I'm confused if I truly wanna commit Or if my mind tryna play a trick Make me think this what I want Then the bipolar kick You only ever see the surface Never underneath So when the anger waves reach She's like what tf is he Used to be so in love And I still think I might be Been 5 years All I ever think Is you You was the one who destroyed Even if the time was short Love don't got a limit Going 5 years for the evidence It's evident I'm damaged But I'm wrapping up my feelings Tryna manage With all the wounds and shii You caused Go along for the ride Where we going Location I'm tryna find GPS broken So I'm going and I'm going