Questions (feat. Vib3)

Questions running through my mind I don't know where I'm at this time All I wanna do is fade away But if I did that everyone would Celebrate Wish I could go back in time When I stayed at 5069 Worried about these rhymes Than getting credit Focus on school Not chasing after women What am I saying My heart urges for intimacy Not matter my age Chase after one girl With sexual desires That'll never expire Wish I could hear her voice again Memories some I wanna relive If I could do em different I would Adulthood looking at the past with regret Shoulda known I'd have a lot When every person said the same If I was your age I'd change Come to think Are we only ever living with mistakes Because we don't have the strength To fight the pain That they left Wondering what my old neighbor up To now Is she good Do she still have the same smile Seem to let her escape I don't know how Friends isn't suppose to be temporary But that's What happens to me That's the life I'm living Living if you could call it that More like today wasn't so bad Only got into 3 fights And thought of suicide 2 times But I digress Only thing I want is progress So why I feel I'm in the same shii Then again am I tho Only difference now Gotta financially hold my own But alone i always remains Momma ain't here to complain Ask me how was my day It's work then Home 3 hours of sleep While the rest Up Overthinking what's my destiny Why does all this happen to me Wanna be happy But that's a battle that I can't beat Fight these demons and I ain't making A scratch Meanwhile my heart been torn to Shreds My ex left me for dead An you expect me to go through all This And say I'm glad I woke up again Questions Why do I feel like this today Stuck on the same wave Always feeling the same Can I please get a break Why is this happening Why am I always reminiscing Am I missing or wishing Can't live in the moment I'm in I'm in to much darkness Ahhh 3 stop it Ain't nobody wanna hear that Oh you lived in a different trap Everyone be How you suppose to be hard But every bar so depressive Music is meant to make you feel I can't f*ck with you Because of the sadness you display Whenever I press play F*ck that consious woke shii Nigga make them f*ck a bitch hits Who cares bout emotions And philosophy's Sip some henny and get some pussy I hear this every time I make a song I'm only human how can i not do Wrong Everybody saying they want this or That Never let the artist rap Oh he's changing his style Now he going to trap Bring back the boombap Wait didn't he already say that It's the same shii different day Nah not this this time On the search for a better life One day I'll be there reminiscing with my wife And my kids I'm Looking in this mirror in the present And seeing a different vibe Aura shine to bright Pure blue Calm but filled with rage That's why I'm triggered so easily Been through all these hardships Can only be seen in FPPOV