S3asons (feat. Vib3)

Laying on this couch Stuck in a drought I'm on a route But no destination Cut off from all communication Hello can anyone copy I seemed to have crash land in this place Place of beauty Wait Wait so outta touch Try to blend in but it ain't enough Feeling like everybody against You swear I'm good I'm always in suspense So depressed it don't make since 11 Years old I remember writing Tell momma I'm going make it Then a year go by And it's the same as the last Then I looked at her Said okay but it's going be the Next 12 Years old same shii No matter how much I tried They reject I still kept I think it's that drive That made me feel alive Wait your hearts beating So shouldn't that mean you're Alive Please a zombie got a heart Don't mean they can properly Function Won't stop rapping till I turn to Dust an not even then They swear I'm faking Like nah he only want attention Like I wanna wake up with panic Or walk round the block in fear Fear not that I die Fear that everyone is mocking Me Then again why do it matter Tell that to the depression in my body Sometimes I feel like I ain't in Control Like one click now I'm Michael Then another now I feel like a New man Honestly I don't know man Some days clouds are gray And others the sun going shine So it's okay Don't you cry This the seasons of my mind This the life I've been givin An no trade backs Feeling so strong Then like the night I fade to black What's up with these feels My system outta wack Can't tell if I wanna snack Or a real dinner Wish I could wake up and be a Winner Life don't work that way Lemme know how it feels to be Happy I can't remember a time when Maybe once or twice But that's only temporary So it don't count My one wish Keep my head in the clouds Smoke a blunt so strong My high will never come down Addict behavior Can you blame Lost a lot of people Some family some friends The worst part bout it I feel like I had a hand in Swear to god my birthgiver Cursed me Cause all I ever do is end up Hurting everyone That I ever loved It's why I stay away Long as I'm not in the picture Evil won't enter Least that's how I feel An some I know it's how they Think So Is it fact or opinion only Lemme know what you think In the meantime I'm hoping back in the sea Ready to sink Stay underwater and f*ck society