Down Bad

I'm tired of bein' broke, I'm tired of bein' bummy I go to sleep with no food in my tummy I be so hungry to the point that it ain't funny What's the point of gettin' a girl when I ain't got no money? I wanna pay for some, but can't pay for nothin' I swear I'm down bad & I ain't een frontin' It's so sad, I'm so mad, that I'm down bad Feel the hurt in this verse I was gifted with a curse Man it hurt when livin' check to check won't work I hustle my ass off and it don't show for shit Imma real artist but they don't notice it This shit make me wanna start robbing again I was up but now that I'm fallin' again God I'm ready for a blessin' 'cause I swear that you been testing Imma start second guessin', but I don't mean to question Now I ain't sayin' that I doubt you, I just wanna be everything I'll amount to But I can't talk amounts when my pockets empty Stomach growling you can feel it in me, down bad for a minute Gotta watch how I spend it, dawg I have to go & get it You be cappin' like a fitted, I'm so tired of struggling I wanna get my weight up like I'm hustlin' I'm tired of bein' broke, I'm tired of losin' hope Man this ain't a joke, I'm starving as this song get wrote I want my money long 'cause life is so short These niggas sheep I'm tryna be the goat This my only dream, this my only purpose, pain deeper than the ocean Can't see it on the surface, you ain't never seen pain, you ain't seen this If you really want it then you gotta take a risk, I smell codeine when I piss It ain't sweet when I make them bullets kiss Niggas rappin' bout thangs that they never did That's why they sleep on me like a sedative, & I'd hate to sound repetitive But you spitting bout a life yeen never lived, I say what I mean I mean what I say, how I'm gon eat today? I can't focus when I pray Get to shakin' like a jay, but you won't get in my way I gotta eat this time, I gotta feed the grind, shady ass niggas won't stop my shine But like a model without make up I'll be fine I'm tired of bein' broke, I'm tired of bein' sad, I'm tired of bein' mad I'm tired of bein' down bad, I'm tired of bein' down bad, tired of bein' down bad Tired of bein' down bad, I'm down but I'm gon be up nigga F*ck these fake ass niggas I'm the real thang