Return of The Wolf

The other day I found a suicide note I had wrote I was tired of being down and I was tired of being broke Told my loved one's not to miss me, just forget me when I go I don't wanna be remembered, I just wanna be a ghost I was starving in my cell just trying to get up on that flo' So I can get up on that phone Ain't going home, I need some store I had made the wrong decisions I got too emotional I been feeling like a monster had to hit that future flow Aye, switched up Like a seatbelt they all clicked up Thread and needle on his mouth that mean he kept his lips shut Kept on taking 40's to the tummy like a big gut Big dawg status? Yeah right, you just a sick pup Why ain't nobody proud of me I keep a lot of doubt in me If God can't grant my wishes then I'll be right where the fountain be Trying to reach the top but I can't see past the mountain peak Life got me on edge I might just jump up off this balcony When will my day come Get sad don't say nothin' I was in your womb why don't you treat me like your day one They say I wasn't abused so I refuse to even say somethin' Didn't feel the love from my family so I made one My life cannot get stuck like this I cannot take too much of it I Uber to the gates of Hell I might not get another Lyft Smoke some Og, take a shroom and see a mothership When I'm in the booth I spit my truth and it's with confidence But outside of the yo' I'm moving slow to deal with consequences Of my actions and what happens when you breaking promises Keep it to myself, I won't get help 'cause I ain't talkative I never been a hoe, my pain on go, it ain't no stopping it It ain't no stopping it It ain't no stopping it It ain't no stopping me Return of the wolf