Memoir (feat. GMB Lil Chapo)

im just tryna shine Me and my brothers We been on the grind Take a trip to calabasas know i'm gonna have it i can never panic Cause i know ima win They know ima threat To the game Why tf they gon lie on my name Bitch i've been thuggin you know how I'm coming These niggas be pussy i know niggas lame F*ck it im taking the risk i'm pimpin her out putting her on a trip The shit that you did to me hurt like a bitch You told me you love me don't know what it is Ima keep pushing n stay on the grind Baby i ain't loosing no time She tell me she love me i'm knowing She don't baby i know when you lying She never understands me and what i feel inside Aye Im a shock the world and leave em all surprised They ain't give me a chance and now they terrified Well bitch you should be should've never pushed me They tried to book me lay me down F*ck a bitch ima smoke me a pound In the back of the whip i've been Baggin her out with a whole lotta money i'm out Ain't got time to be fucking around If it's up then it's stuck on the ground I ain't trippen you know how we coming cuz me n my niggas we running the town You gotta love yourself before you love some else I tried to keep on telling you But that won't help You gotta love yourself before you love some else I tried to keep on telling you But that won't help All of these knifes that I have in my back Hurting me deep and I feel in my soul I don't wanna give no love cause I don't got no more Pain in my eyes and I'm drinking my sorrows Demons and lies I won't wake up tomorrow Y'all don't know the screams I hear in my dome I been crying out for help for so long Cant you hear the pain I put in this song Get outta my head and I'm losing my turn Walk into a church and then look at me burn Praying to god for all of these answers but is this it is this what I deserve Ima shock the world and leave it all behind I ain't tryna look at wasting no mo time Ima take back all what's mine So to the old me that doesn't exist The one that was happy the one that i missed Ya I know that you hate me but I promise this We gon make it ya we gon right Hate that you feel is no longer inside Ya you know that's all gon be okay It don't matter what they do and they say Even if they things don't ever go your way Just know I'm just one step away