COLD

Why's it so cold Why's it so cold Why's it so cold Oh it's cold Whoa I've been down this road Tell me why am I so cold No I wanna know wanna know Reaping what I sow The music that comes out of me A certain kind of potency It hurts and I don't wanna think Of all the things surrounding me The things I always talk about But no one truly listens Or they do they just don't hear One day you'll learn the difference Different memories come back to me So I just give em' distance I don't deal with them they hurt me And I hate the way I'm feeling I'm sorry it's crazy wait Thought you understood me caged Inside of my brain now it's too late Woke the beast and can't escape Welcome to my world of pain Without it there would be no gain At least that's what the voices say Guess I should go far away Leave me alone wait too much space Lonely but I love the chase Hate me cuz I'm so two faced Ironic cuz I'm out of place You understand Well just in case you didn't I really hate all of my locked up demons and All of my messed up feelings cuz I Really don't know what the deal is Why are you staring Was it the words I used Or just the message I'm dealing hey In the end we all break Whoa I've been down this road Tell me why am I so cold No I wanna know wanna know Reaping what I sow It's cold The pressure it is breaking me One more crack and then I'll bleed On my knees it's riveting I do not care what people think It's like I'm on the edge the brink Try to move but I can't breathe Suffocating take a drink Of all my pain it's time to think Screw the thoughts and inhibition I'm awake and I am living Hit me with that dark side That's just fine I'll keep on missing All my shots until I hit one You're too blind to see my vision Work myself until I'm breathless You seem strong but I'm relentless Whoa I've been down this road Tell me why am I so cold Failure is a part of life but progress does come with it It's a give and take relationship One day you'll learn to feel it When your memories come back to you Shouldn't give em' distance Speak your mind and know your thoughts One day there will be healing Take a breath and feel the traction Life is more than satisfaction All your words and all your actions Have a purpose and reaction Know you're cold but keep on moving Take the plan and make improvements Pain is real but so are you So pick yourself up and stay true Too your heart and what you do If you never learn to lose Your words will always be misconstrued Well I don't wanna feel it I don't wanna know Not anymore and I'm not too cold Reaping what I sow and it's gone slow motion Oh going through the motions One more breath and then I'm gonna break it's Way too much and I'm feeling overtaken Oh Tell me why am I here cuz I've been reaping what I sow