Embers

I've been on a different level lately No please don't come actin' like you know me No courtesy call my circle is small Keep it that way for a reason It's the time of the season you understand this Walk through the doorway Feel like a disgrace I am not okay Mentally insane Unstable it's okay No leave me be alright Yeah I'll be just fine Mentally subside Wait for the beat hit to say this somehow But I know that it's invasive A sick kind of serpentine A venom inside of my blood it's running Addicted Addiction Clinging to the music this long makes me turn into a monster Sit there and ponder How I could learn to be calmer Said that I'd divide and conquer, look at me now Cocking back and I think y'all missing out No I know I work backwards Hard to keep up and your back hurts no you just need to adjust Look I know I seem nuts, but if you really listen to all of the lines and the verses That I have been writing the past two and a half years To try to make this clear You'd find that I'm cold as the tundra Manic as oceans straight paranoid don't act like you don't notice I make time for the fans though Somehow understand me Better than the parents who planned me I I'm in a war zone People in this industry competitive and cutthroat I'm about to tear through the ozone I ain't even scared that I might choke I ain't even scared that I might blow up cause I I've been on a different level lately No, please don't come acting like you know No, courtesy called, my circle is small Keep it that way for a reason It's the time of the season, you understand I've been on a different level lately No, please don't come acting like you know No, courtesy called, my circle is small Keep it that way for a reason It's the time of the season, you understand this