Eyes

Eyes opening wide remain vigilant I'm coming to broke the autopilot equivalence Maintain a cool heart rate Pulling out of a dissociative hyperspace To a calm state Think I lost three hours Staring at a wall I trust with all my secrets Then I hit the shower argue with my demons Think of ways to try to be better They pry at weakness Like when I went back and I wrote her a letter What was I doing A damn fool for love If I ever seen one Nothing new Living breathing underneath this sun What I mean by that is we all learn our lessons Different ways part by part counting our transgressions Then rip the knots out my stomach and make my mind plummet For trying to make out my narrative hypothetical imperatives Rules of skill and councils of prudence Question like Why am I like this Acting like I'm living life Broken damned divided Checking if the noose fits misguided one sided Pride is what's the issue thinking how could I deserve this I think my focus should be on life and how could I preserve it How could I neglect this brain of mine is progressive A landmine if I'm stressing Still it is so full of blessings I'm trying to wake up wake up everything's a dream If you're seeing faded colors that ain't nothing's as it seems Eyes opening wide remain vigilant I'm coming to, broke the autopilot equivalents Maintain a cool heart rate Pulling out of a dissociative hyperspace to a calm state Think I lost three hours Staring at a wall I trust with all my secrets Then I hit the shower Argue with my demons Think of ways to try to be better they pry at weakness I'm done complaining I think it's time to do something better Sleeves up putting in work no question I can stand the pressure just let me work Gotta tell myself that's all that matters regardless if I'm broken and battered Hey wake up wake up everything's a dream If you're seeing faded colors that ain't nothing's as it seems You're lost in it lost in it lost in it oh no Wake up