Failure

I can't take one more second Life is never really what you expected My perspective Terrorizing thoughts that I've collected People I've neglected Listen, I'm just venting I'm trying to find where I'm headed My brain operates in so many different directions I'm not the only one but I'm still feeling helpless Lonely cause they never see me, do you get this Music is my home It was there for me when I felt so alone Thought I deserved it Kicked out of my home Didn't understand it At seventeen years old Wrote a song, said that I was cold in it Lied to myself Said I was being real with it My heart was broken and I became my worst critic Pushed me past my own limit Watch as I go diminish No, no, no, I don't think so I don't think you hear me Tell me why I feel like I'm drowning Whoa, whoa, whoa Why do you think that you deserve the answers I don't really think I do Bound to lose with that perspective But I need grace Ripped up troubles, yeah, I know it's in your brain Let me go My perspective Think I'll just take ten seconds Take a breath and realize that I'm restless Life can get kinda hard When you're constantly addressing failure Lessons I think are in self-reflection Wrote a song, said that I was cold in it Lied to myself Said I was being real with it My heart was broken and I became my worst critic Pushed me past my own limit Watch as I go diminish No, no, no, I don't think so I don't think you'll hear me Tell me why I feel like I'm drowning Whoa, whoa, whoa Why do you think that you deserve the answers I don't really think I do Bound to lose with that perspective But I need grace Ripped up troubles, yeah, I know it's in your brain Let me go