Freefall

Discoveries for computers now have primary control of critical vehicle functions Lift off when the clock has started Roger, zero G and I feel fine Nice to be in orbit Roger, see I'm wanting something better, I should do it myself Know that if I'm working hard, if I plan it, ain't nobody else Gon, tell me what I can't do, tell me what I can do So I prove you wrong, popping off like you can't do I don't even care about what you're doing, I'mma be myself Screw being anybody else, I tried that Fell flat, learning how to listen Being fake, I can't stand that Flashback, everything that I had Heartbeats with the hi-hat Get back, sick of stressing, do you even get that I gotta learn to let it be This is insanity All my dreams fading away, I am laughing at me I gotta learn to let it be This is it, this is it, this is insanity I don't mean to be aggressive, but I'm passionate A lot of my music I've been making, y'all are smashing it I'm so sick of being average, I'm about to step it up Y'all don't even know me, don't try to remove me I've been working day and night to make it past the old me Depression's trying to hold me, a lot of work you can't see Spending all my money on my pills, it never seems to make a difference Not complaining, just saying it how it is Truthfully, I think I'm about to lose it, right Come on, what is this Is it the quality of life that all of us really deserve Born to be alive inside a world I swear is cursed I gotta learn to let it be This is insanity All my dreams fading away, I am laughing at me I gotta learn to let it be This isn't, this isn't, this is insanity Is this insanity Is this my reckoning I am.. I am.. Free-falling I'm free-falling, it's like I ripped up my heart and I left it in the back With the rest of the trash, don't know how to react So then I laugh, putting up a mask Just like all my peers that I act like Everything is fine when we know that it isn't But it don't mean a thing, cause we alone could never make the difference The type of thoughts, the kind of thought that keeps the world running their business It's not the same as art, not for the faint of heart You think that I don't get this, I know what I'm signing up for by going into this industry Standing up for my liberty, my freedom of speech, and my right to be a human being When I make it one day, all of you will see I'm free-falling