I See

I see Myself standing on the edge and I won't take a step back Might be All of this pressure on my shoulders but you know I can't afford to crack I react So poorly Anger in the front of my mind it ignores me Say that I have things figured out prematurely Remember when I said nobody listens guess I'm part of the majority I say I'm real but lately I feel like I'm fake inside People say I'm talented Thats great but where's my peace of mind Thinking I could rectify All of my mistakes but I Burn the grass thats greener on the other side Every time I reach it I'm reaching Have I reached my peak is The question that I ask because my brain can be deceiving Like the progress that I've made is astronomical It's probable That imma break these boundaries that I set it's psychological I see Myself standing on the edge and I won't take a step back Might be All of this pressure on my shoulders but you know I can't afford to crack I react So poorly Anger in the front of my mind it ignores me Say that I have things figured out prematurely Remember when I said nobody listens guess I'm part of the majority I might jump right over the edge Not a maybe imma do it feel my stomach twist Right before I take the final step Tinge of regret Then think to myself the words inside my head Would have been better if they were said Vivid visions of myself being dead Question if this is reality my vision's going red Then I wake up feeling empty but I wanna break bread With the people that love me and say my bars are heaven sent I see Myself standing on the edge and I won't take a step back Might be All of this pressure on my shoulders but you know I can't afford to crack I react So poorly Anger in the front of my mind it ignores me Say that I have things figured out prematurely Remember when I said nobody listens guess I'm part of the majority