Nicotine

Hey yeah Once I'm gone they gon' forget all of the words that I say And if I die today How many of them gon' remember my name I hope no one Suffering right now is feeling too numb Nicotine fiend before you were a teen You gotta clean up your act Like we haven't heard that Time is ticking away but we always look back no Fill my veins with gasoline Set me on fire Fire With my self esteem no Light me up and poor me a drink I wanna hear what those thoughts of yours have to truly think Skeletons skeletons come out of the closet Bottle my problems don't think that they're worth solving I can't feel you I can't feel you Hey yeah Once I'm gone they gon' forget all of the words that I say And if I die today How many of them gon' remember my name I hope no one Suffering right now is feeling too numb Nicotine fiend before you were a teen You gotta clean up your act Like we haven't heard that Time is ticking away but we always look back no Fill my veins with gasoline Set me on fire Fire With my self esteem no Light me up and poor me a drink I wanna hear what those thoughts of yours have to truly think Fill my veins with gasoline Set me on fire Fire With my self esteem no Light me up and poor me a drink I wanna hear what those thoughts of yours have to truly think no Why's it always so difficult Whoa Life has got me locked in a choke hold Well no more Think I gotta learn to let it go yeah let it go Let it go let it go My highs are high But my lows are real low No I don't think I'm fine But I need a high note Push me to the edge There is nothing left Knives still sticking out my back you bet that I bled Assuming you're a foe not a friend you don't got this Inside my head it is rotten Or have you forgotten Hey man I think we should drop this I tried but now I can't stop How come you think that you're toxic And why won't you stop it Hey Hey Leave it be I said leave it be But I can never do that so I dig too deep In my subconscious and I start to scream It's like I rip myself apart to find a better version of me Hoping wishing living I find my inner peace Like I'm trynna understand how I could really be a king But I don't really understand it so I throw it to the breeze whoo Laughing at myself at thinking that I was unique Pushing past this cannot mask it why Truthfully I just don't wanna die For once I think I wanna live my life This therapy is hard but imma try Working through the pain and all my pride Roller coaster one hell of a ride The more that I'm awake The more that I am blind Hey yeah Once I'm gone they gon' forget all of the words that I say And if I die today How many of them gon' remember my name