Satiety

Yeah I took my second Counting My blessings I know where I'm headed Plans in my hand but I might second guess it Me I am cautious Kind of obnoxious I think of more issues just so I can come up with different ways I can solve em Like as soon as I catch them I've lost them What's your assumption yeah Say it to my face Give me some gumption What's your assessment Maybe in a year or so you'll be coming back Telling me that you knew it all along that I was talented Or maybe shhhhh so gifted In a gift that you never understood that I hinted at so much that I might blow up no Why does my heart cry Hey That's just destiny That's just failure testing me Got a lot of it inside my life but I know I will never let it go and get the best of me Until I do it then I might lose my head You know I'm playing I already lost it I'm kinda caustic no really I wrote a song about me then called it toxic But at least all my art is my own Honestly straight outta pocket All of my lyrics are straight out the top of my dome now I'm honest Got people watching you can not stop this All I ever really wanna go and do is make my music do not confuse this with Anything else like profit look I never really cared but I know what the cost is Dangerous cause my brain thinks that I'm six feet down nailed in a fucking coffin Air so thick that it feels like I'm hot boxing boy you should really stop coppin Flows from other artists and pretending its original Kinda hypocritical I'm sorry I know I can be kinda synematic with all of my syllables Look at myself and then I think its kinda pitiful Debate if it matters but then remember I'm criminal When I'm rappin on my bars I have ascended the physical Remind myself that every present moment is the pinnacle Please do not refer to me as typical Formidable Those are the thoughts that I thought that I caught but I know that I'll never really catch What comes next Hope has left you Happiness said me to then up and went With all of my friends Everything that I thought that I knew that I had in my head Maybe that's part of the reason I thought I was better off dead Homie you ain't a threat Woooo Why does my heart cry I know I gotta be humble with stepping inside of the industry But honestly most of the artists inside of here makin me feel like I do not want nobody next to me When I'm recording I'm thinking I gotta give all of my fans all the best of me Friends have been testing me Careful if you gon be pullin up next to me Trust issues make me feel like I'm regressing inside of me Constantly arguing with my anxiety Monster is out of the cage now they eyeing me This is the reason that I gotta try to be leading with vision inside of our broken society Plethora of all these issues yeah pick your variety As long as this world is this broken I don't think I'll ever find all my satiety