Halloween (feat. Curtdarula)

It's Eàj Yeah yeah yeah Yeah you never ghosted me but Every memory of you is haunted now It might as well be Halloween yeah Our old home's nothing more than a haunted house You'd think we lived on Elm Street yeah You got me trying not to sleep yeah So I don't see you in my dreams yeah When I do your eyes are gleaming Like a demon You said I was your perfect nigga, guess that didn't mean shit You tore my heart right out my chest, still can't believe you cheated The veil you held over my eyes made it so hard to see shit Now when I see you I don't see a girl I see a demon Said it was us until the end, I guess the end was creepin You did me dirty man I swear it gets so hard to speak And it gets hard for me to function knowing you still see him It's cuz of bitches just like you that I barely got feelings Don't try to walk inside my shoes, you might turn paraplegic You knocked down all of my defenses girl and for what reason I gave you chances after chances to just leave, I pleaded For you to be honest with me and yet you still kept secrets Yeah you never ghosted me but Every memory of you is haunted now It might as well be Halloween yeah Our old home's nothing more than a haunted house You'd think we lived on Elm Street yeah You got me trying not to sleep yeah So I don't see you in my dreams yeah When I do your eyes are gleaming Like a demon You was far from loyal Momma said you ain't the one, I thought I was for you I was focused on the one, time was not important You start playing all these games and you lost your controller Keep my emotions in a box, I get high to control them She took my heart and then she left, I can't believe I folded But I can't change the fact you a hoe, it's my fault I ain't notice Through your disguise like Halloween, it's hard to stay on focus I turned to a savage, she got dramatic, I couldn't stand that shit I had to switch up, couldn't f*ck her again Thought she was low but I heard from her friend She just got fingered inside of the Benz, damn That why I don't give my heart out or energy You fucked up my trust, are you kidding me Felt real but I see it was make believe Yeah you never ghosted me but Every memory of you is haunted now It might as well be Halloween yeah Our old home's nothing more than a haunted house You'd think we lived on Elm Street yeah You got me trying not to sleep yeah So I don't see you in my dreams yeah When I do your eyes are gleaming Like a demon F*ck intentions, they ain't matchin all your actions Man I swear you caught me lacking Thought you loved me, you was cappin And I swear I hate to say this cuz I know how you love actin But I ain't with all the fake shit, since you fucked him you can have him F*ck it, imma just start rappin Mappin out my life like Mapquest Actions come with more reactions, and I'm trynna make shit happen I came up from the mud, now I'm just trynna find my balance But it's hard with this .45 up on my waste that gets to blastin Still I'm laughin cuz you pushed me to the edge and you ain't even peep it I guess my karma just caught up to me, it's what I needed I'll never play with hearts again, Lord hope that you believe it I learned my lesson, I'm done stressin bout no bitch that's skeezin Don't try to walk inside my shoes, you might turn paraplegic You knocked down all of my defenses girl and for what reason I gave you chances after chances to just leave, I pleaded For you to be honest with me and yet you still kept secrets