i just want my 20s back

Heard you started meds Trying your best But can you forget All of your skeletons Heard that you're mad I don't understand You and I both know The reason that I really left I know that it's all in the past I'm not trying to tell you how to act I know that it's not fair to ask I don't want a penny back I just want my 20s back Started feeling heart attacks They broke me down 'til I went mad And I'm not blaming you for that I don't want a penny back I just want my 20s back So much of it unsaid I should leave it that way Chalk it up as a couple bad days or a decade I left so much of it silent I don't want a penny back I just want my 20s back